and its true every, every word of it.

wow... i thought you'd believe me when I told you she was bullying me instead, you defend her. whatever. just. just dont talk to me. im suicidal enough. you don't even believe your own girlfriend/wife when he tells you that she's been bullied? whatever. just. im gonna go in my room now and cry because you cant even trust me when i say that a girl said some stuff that really crushed me. no, i cant my parents will notice me and come in there. but seriously, why believe her over me? because your friends do? she put me through a lot and you just decide that im just some bad guy who calls her a whore for no reason. just because i can bitch out sometimes doesnt mean that I'm some jerk who would just pick on a girl for no reason. I'm not like that. Don't you even know me? I thought you loved me and that you would believe me.((He-he broke up with me. I thought I had someone I could finally trust with my heart. the last times i did that, they left me. I'm not going to even try again. People always leave me. I'm cring and im holding a jar of pills. i wont take them though, because i know samara wouldnt want me to. I thought you loved me. I thought someone actually could love someone like me, but I was wrong. you broke my heart. im gonna cry myself to sleep night just thinking of you. I thought I could just come home from school everyday and look forward to talking with you and your friends. I thought I could trust you and tell you my heart's secrets. Why the fuck would you just mess with a girl's heart like that? Why would you just leave her after her friends all leave her and you tell her that you would be with her no matter what? Why? I don't understand people anymore. I have no friends or boyfriend. The only person I have left is Samara, one of my only friends I can come to now. You even unadded me from our friends unlike samara, who is still my closest friend here. I thought I had a friend I could relate to and love. I don't think I'll ever get in a relationship again because I just cant trust anyone. And to tip it off, you dont even miss me. You were my best friend. But all my friends leave me. They always do. They make me feel like a monster. I have no one to turn to now.))