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just wondering if anyone here owns this great little game...

If so i do have a server...

I'm toying with more ideas, but so far i have only thought of characters...



It makes me wonder though, would people be interested in another RP?

I promise to keep it short.

there would be an element of autonomy in your characters, where you would pick from a list of traits and the situations they find themselves in will have a special effect on at least one from the list.


il think about it a while more anyway, but tell me your ideas, i would like to work with anyone interested before i draft this thing.

and i would like to...

I'm super depressed guys, and i have been for years.

i know i feel depressed and i saw the subject in my psychology text book earlier so i checked out the diagnosis.

"the formal diagnosis of major depressive disorder requires the presence of five of the following symptoms (including depressed mood or loss of interest and pleasure). And must persist for longer than two weeks."

1. sad, depressed mood. (tick)
2. loss of interest and pleasure in usual activities. (tick)
3. difficulties in sleeping. (tick)
4. shift in activity level, becoming either lethargic...

marwa, where to start...

shes bubbly but not in a fat way.
and insane but not in a clinical way.

she is without a doubt my favourite member here, and the most entertaining.

it feels like marwa joined the forum a couple of months ago, and i still remember my first conversation with her, it went a little something like this :

Steve: hello.
Mars: Hi there, are you edible?
Steve: i guess so.
Mars: Good, i like edible people. some people think they cant be eated. I prove them wrong.
Steve: Your pretty strange

hooray for the end of exams, but they have revealed that i need to keep ontop of revision this time around, i cant take the future for granted. Although im sure i did badly in them i can still be hopeful for now =)

i cannot sleep at the right times atm, its because i anted to wake up early for my last exam and messed up my pattern in the process, I do this regularly though.

anyway, forget that, this is the main point of this blog. I have made a new competition, which you can see here:

so i am trying to stop using bendystraws now, please PM me on this account if you want to talk to me.

i love you all and now im a mod

im hoping for a D.

i didnt revise like i wanted to but i feel like i was good for content on the exam. Unfortunately sociology is such a vein subject that it might not count for much. They want to see their names in your papers, they want to see you talking about them... not focusing on what they said.

i left the exam 50 minutes early which was a dumb move but i didn't care too much, i couldn't have lost marks by talking about the subject more but it was killing my soul.

il be happy with an E as i hardly mentioned any sociologists and they do love that.
I'm...

sociology in the afternoon, im not ready... i dont care too much.

if i fail it i will resit but if i pass i will gladly take it, religon in society has be soo difficult to get into.


doesn't help that they have different definitions to sects and cults than the UK does.

I realise i havent talked about my college much and i plan to, probably next time, just remembered i need to revise

so sleep paralysis sucks. I never knew terror until i started getting these dreams.

Let me explain what just happened in my mind (i know, dreams are boring but this is a condition which makes it cooler.)

so im lying in bed, as you are when you sleep. but sleep paralysis strikes between dreaming and waking so you will often end up in your own room. And as you may have guessed I couldn't move at all. I could see a face at my door but i couldn't tell if they were going to help me or kill me... as your still kind of dreaming you still have that sleep logic working against you,...

i have talked to our dear admin about increasing the forum traffic and i struck upon this idea.

we plan to make a NH clan.

i will be playing one of my favorite games (its free) and i would be honored if some of you fine people would join me, trying to recruit some nice new people

it would be good if the gamers amongst us came together to play something once in a while anyway i have missed out some key detail.

The game is league of legends, a Dota clone... an RTS where you control...

its sunday morning which means 2 things for me, firsty im going to have a big meal soon and secondly im going to announce the winner of my first competition

many of you scratched your heads over this one but when you establish a couple of facts the solution becomes clear. This is what you need to know;

the snake bigger (and wider) than the diamond,
the box has a sliding lid.

some of you didnt get there...

so i spent the last 9 hours traveling home. not much happened. Not sure why i started the blog post.


oh yeah, there was that one thing. I'm starting a new kind of competition today, and its the first chance you guys will get at buying something from me. As a marker of my shop's grand opening I'm going to try to give away a few chances more this week than normal.

the new competition will require lots of logic so get those thinking heads on. I will post a little riddle and you get to ask me questions in PM. The person who gets it in the lowest number of asked questions...

ready to go back home now, today seems like its been such a long day. Probably doesnt help that i have been up 18 hours.

saw my grandma's last remaining sibling today, probably wont see her again now. problems started with her back last year and although she has been recovering, she cannot travel.

I spent most of the day with the best aunts i could hope for. They really are amazingly nice to us all.

anyway, thats the end of my bleak blogs i hope.

tomorrow night my shop officially opens and i reveal my identity for anyone who doesnt know yet. which is...

il start off with what happenend today and then go on to the fun parts

so today was the second funeral, the service we held for the family and friends who couldnt get to us for the first one (its not unreasonable, they are all in the same area and i live in what is essentially a different country.) The service was rather sad, the guy giving the ceremony annoyed me and the prayers mean very little to me. ontop of that the food after was poor, and i hope none of my family read this

so its just a few days untill i can put my plans into motion and i decided to stop sitting on some of my plans.


So you know that im setting up a new shop and its going to be different, but what does that mean? well read on dear reader.

This shop is going to hold items which i think are especially special, for example you can buy a drawing of anything you like, drawn by me! And i am no good graphics artist which i think makes it even better, i will spend hours trying to make it something i can be happy with and those hours will all be for you special reader friend.

hoorah, my brother has a working computer and an internet connection, which is more than last time i stayed here.

which means im not really gone i should be able to log in most nights.

thats all i really wanted to say but i did promise some excitement so i will start revealing a little.

i will soon set up a very special shop.

If there is anything that you think is a little bit extra special and you would like to see it then let me know in the comments. Dont get me wrong, this shop will be different to the others, and it will not be entirely mine.

alright, blog post number two.

i don't plan on posting every day but here i am during the quiet time of the day.

I regret to inform you that i am taking some time away from the forum. I know, i have only just got here but keep reading.

next week i am traveling... i cant help beating around the bush when it comes to this, i have become more and more withdrawn so I'm going to tackle it head on.

16 days ago my grandma died, i was very close to her, lovely lady and i miss her. the funeral was on Thursday.. 1 day before i signed up.

now next week,...

first blog and I'm afraid its a bit of a waffle-fest but i will try to keep it short.


firstly i would like to explain, the freedom of expression i feel here may lead to an expression of my madness. im not exactly crazy but i might not be entirely sane... its difficult to tell.

I walked through a bit of a nature reserve earlier, it was a wetland and it inspired me so deeply to use that location for horror. I may return there with a video camera and see what i put together but i dont have a camera to hand atm. This place was amazing, perfect atmosphere. The trees were...