Portal
My brother is losing his sanity. He can't get up in the morning, he can't focus on his homework, he can't perform well socially anymore... And it's scaring the fudge out of me. Not long ago, even less than a month ago, he was just fine. One day, a wave of sorrow descended upon him, and he's never been the same since. My sister, on the other hand, was diagnosed with Type 1 Diabetes in May. She's gotten used to it now, but it seems my mom is still under constant stress. It's not her fault, because of the amount of sleep she loses with taking my sister's blood sugar in the middle of the night occasionally. This doesn't bother my sister's sleep at all; she sleeps right through it. My mom is completely stressed out all the time.
About ten minutes ago, my mom came into my room, crying. She was saying she had never been good enough to me, or paid enough attention. She said she'd been a bad parent to me. She thinks she hasn't been with me enough. I tried to reassure her that I'm fine, but she wouldn't believe me. I have been fine, save the month or so that I had some weird and insensible thoughts with me. I don't get at all why I thought about suicide, and now I find myself an idiot for that period in time. Ever since September of last year, I've been sane in every way. I'm faring well in school and know I have loving parents and friends, and that's enough for me. She left my room, still crying. I'm not sure what to do.
A few minutes prior to that, my dad took my brother to the hospital to seek mental help. My brother's going insane. I'm scared shizzleless and don't know what to do. Help me, guys... My dad, sister and I have managed to keep our sanity thus far. I'm not sure how long it is until we're the same...
