Missing Feeling :/

I don't know but lately these days I have this sad feeling inside of me. The weird thing is that the last time this feeling came to me was during 3rd grade where I actually teared a bit because I missed my school friends. I didn't tear this time but Im a bit sad. It's because of my orgo class.

Even though my chem teacher, that we had last year, made me hate the class in general since I always left her class with depression from my sometimes failing grades...I actually mis some of the classmates. Besides Lev, who is a real friend as in him and my other friends went places and stuff...I miss some of my classmates that I just met during class.

Colin-Funny guy that made me laugh a lot. I loved his unique weirdness. A very knowledgeable person and often made my day.

Tong-The other guy that made my day. Messed around a lot with me. But him and I helped each other survive the class. Good times.

Zee-Very behaved young man. I think it was because of him that I got my first high grade int he class.
Met him outside the class, on the streets, "Hey Ahmed! Study hard for tomorrow's test. Good Luck"...I got a 92.

Light Sabor and Lev are in my classes so they are fine...

I just thought that if all 6 of us were in the same orgo class it would have been the ultimate class.
You sort of don't know the value of such friends till you "lose" them in a way...And the weird thing is that I never saw them as special friends...just some classmates that I see everyday.

I am aware that none of you guys (except lev) know what Im talking about. But I just had to say it or write it out...I can't keep it inside

I hope you feel better.
I miss my old childhood friends....
If only I wasn't too shy....

ahmed i may not be as old as you but i have experienced loss, and from such loss you gain the ability to refine yourself, take the lessons they tough you on how to live a happier life and remember them well, you may also try pursuing a friendship with them. Life would be pointless if we only had one set of friends right.

Thanks Craig
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True preid. Hopefully I'll be able to get their aims before this year ends if I see them. They sort of all influenced me a bit, in a way...

You'll get over it someday Ahmed. I somehow easily forgot about my friends in Queens when I moved to Long Island.

I know I'll get over it. No doubt.

I'm just sad atm...

Ahmed, I've moved from a few towns in my life. Each time ending in depression for me. I know more about it than you do with only 4 friends gone.

Dark Flame99966 wrote:Ahmed, I've moved from a few towns in my life. Each time ending in depression for me. I know more about it than you do with only 4 friends gone.

wow now doesnt that make you special...

Shush, Smexy.

i thought u got an a in ap chem??

Lol the "3rd grade" part just made LMFAOed.

Ahmed I understand what your saying but we feel it differently ... I moved away from my friends its not like I can hop on a train and take a quick ride too see them.. There all not here
When something funny happens and I get all excited to talk about it and I turn around and who's there? Some stranger I have never seen in my life.. Its hard for it too be this way because your so use to them being there and now there not But at least your in a good school where the people there can relate to you some how
Good Luck and Feel Better

@Sayf: I don't get letters. We get numbers. I got a 90. I guess that's an A.

But anyways they don't put you together based on your chem grade. It's random.

@All: Thanks all...

Heh, I met Colin today. Or actually he met me. As expected he had the other teacher ...

Well I got Tong's Aim. He is still the same bastard that he was last year (even though I had forgotten about this over the summer O.o) lol.

He managed to beat me and got a 5 on the AP Chem exam. It was pure luck. We both got a 90 from the teacher.

It was fun talking to him lol.

eh, ppl come n go man, its part of life.
hope u feel betta.

Well true. But you could still stay in contact. That's why I got Tongs Aim lol

Thanks