My heart is broken. Trust me, thats not just expression, I felt it, every single bit breaking from whole. I still love her. Its true, that first love, its true love, dont you ever let it go. Fight for it, even if it seems pointless. Ill never give up. Tia, I love you, and always will. Until dying days come. And even in death, forever urs.

I so need her. God help me.
..will love her forever and not a day less..

Tia saw this on youtube and she doesnt wanna look at me anymore. Ive fought all my friends blindly for her.

How is it possible that my heart beats for her, and hers beats against me?
How is it possible that I still remember and she doesnt even care?
Memory on Tia is slowly faddeing tho, but remains long enough to hurt. I wish it all could go away



Now, 2 years after.